What do I really want

Those three is what beliefs I think I’ve got on this journey. What’s on my mind a lot now is “What is it that I really want?”

To be the best I can be


To teach my kids and help them become the best they want to be.


So that they can reach their potential.


Then they’ll be happy and live a good life.

What does that mean to you?

That would make me feel good/happy. So you want to be happy?

Yes, I think so.

Isn’t there another way to be happy? Can’t you be happy now?

… Yes, I can probably and I think I’m happy. But I still want to be the best that I can be.

Why? Does it matter if I’m happy on the way? Can I be?

Is it the truth or is it just rationalizations?

Does it matter if it’s rationalizations?

That’s the conversation I have all the time in my head. I want to grow as a person. I don’t wanna be the person I am today when I die. It’s not that I would be unhappy if I die today either. I don’t know how to explain it.



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